The Subject on Family

So I was thinking today about how I will be turning 20 in about a month, April 5th to be exact. That lead to more thoughts about my life, the long, almost 20 years. I concluded that I have changed. A lot.

You see, I used to be a punk. Literally. I listened to punk music. I did what ever I wanted. I hung out with who ever I wanted. I went wherever I wanted. I didn't care. Especially what my parents thought. What a horrible life to live huh? Not when you're 16 though. I thought it was the coolest thing to do.

Not anymore. Looking back, that life was utterly stupid. Honestly, on the inside I hated it. I also hated myself. I know, it's so cliche, but it's also so true. I love my family. I would die for them. They do everything for them. It's sad it took me 4 years to realize it.

Today I went to the mall with my dad. You know what? I really enjoy it. I enjoy doing things with my family more and more because in the end, I will move out soon and I won't see them nearly as much as I did, so I need to spend as much time with them as I can.